And I'm having sucidal thoughts... This self harm to my forehead has been going on for years... YEARS... I dont know how to stop when It starts... This is going to be scary for me because I cant keep living like this anymore... its ruining my life. And I dont want to keep living if it's going to be like this...
My birthday is this month...
I will try to make it until then
But I feel so serious about this thought, I dont know who to talk to. Because I dont know what to say about all this...
I am pouring my eyes out. I really dont know how long I'm going to make it... until this ends me in a moment of madness.
I used to be beautiful b4 all this... and I didnt even like myself...
Now I cant even love myself...
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Your skin does not define you. Your habit doesn't make you bad. If you have no one else call this number. You can at least talk to a real human. 1-800-273-8255. Then when you have calmed down call to make an appointment with a therapist.
