How does weed make you feel?

I haven't been able to smoke it for years. When I was married, the ex was heavily involved in weed and smoking...almost all the time. His sister was also a "head", and his step-cousin by marriage was his supplier. When ANY of his relatives visited or when I went to visit them, they would become highly suspicious if I didn't take at least ONE puff.

However, it was not a happy experience for me. It usually initiated the onset of an anxiety attack, (which I didn't KNOW was an anxiety attack), and once I recall that I wanted to go to the hospital.