I have never had that cross my mind to be honest with you. I did thought about going somewhere far away. Far far away. Have you ever wanted to kill yourself before. If so then why. And have you had any suicidal thoughts as of lately. 🤔
Yes and No. The epilepsy I had, people would see me doing a weird something. They took I was on some drug, I guess. Thus I wouldn't be invited to events. Excluded. One thought that kept me from doing anything was, "then I am denying myself from discovering any meaning to why I am here." Is challenging to always Look On The Bright Side Of Life.
@JustGoneNow I believe that everyone has a certain level of pain within their souls. The best way to deal with this is to just seek out some counseling. Or seek a divine order which will help heal your spirit. It has happened to many others before. I have seen it with my own eyes. When you heal your spirit you can move on from the pain and live again. 🙂
@Zonuss I think that is generally true for 80% of the people with mild to moderate depression. I suffer from severe mental illnesses. I have had long term hospitalization and may still again. I’m under intensive medical care and see my Dr. every Tuesday for my mental illness issues and probably will have to for the rest of my life. Please don’t think I’m throwing shade. You’ve always been kind to me and I think your suggestions may work for the majority of people but my situation is very severe and complicated.
About 4 years ago I didn't want to kill myself and my employers, but felt I needed to because I was fired for failing a company physical. The doctor said I wasn't healthy enough to continue working, and because of that I wasn't able to collect unemployment. I also wasn't able to donate plasma because I'm on too many medications.
However, I applied for disability and now living like a king sitting around drinking beer and smoking weed.
I haven't been suicidal lately at all, in fact I feel I won the lottery, but at the beginning of May (2 months ago) a nurse found out I threatened to kill myself and my previous employers 4 years ago, and she called the police.
I took the officer on a tour through my home and showed him all the paperwork of all the nonsense I went through, and how now everything is fine ...the nurse was simply upset because she offered me her phone number and I politely refused, so she wanted to get me in some sort of trouble. smh
@Zonuss I saw multiple psychs for 2 years and now I have a good psychological clean bill of health. I'm doing so good I don't even take anti depressant meds now. But that sure was some bad times
Yes and yes and the why is really hard to explain. Sometimes it was situational and other times it's been because of serious depression that's messed with my thinking.
Not lately. But several years ago with all the disappointments in life I thought better leave the world and thought about my parents and it’s stupid. Never thought the same from then