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PDXNative1986 · 36-40, MVIP
@MayaHope You'd better. And if you break it you'd better pray I don't start to reflect and realize I fucked up too and beg her to forgive you because then she's even worse, my poor ex...
I didn't do it to her, I knew it would happen but I realized that I hounded her ass and pushed her into a corner she didn't want to be in where she had few options other than to hurt me.
I'm ashamed I was obsessed with her and even still she ended up in a wheel chair from what she was saying, real nasty car accident.
I never would have wished it on her even though she tried to ruin my reputation to protect other people's feelings because she couldn't be straight with ANYONE and cheated on me with like 3 separate people.
In my reflection I realized that she warned me she wanted to hide under a rock and felt like she was unable to avoid hurting somebody.
I should have understood. it just never registered because I wanted what I wanted and was completely blinded by it.
karma did NOT care that I begged her to hold off, she was even worse to her as a result. she's my bitch but I have NO control over her.
I didn't do it to her, I knew it would happen but I realized that I hounded her ass and pushed her into a corner she didn't want to be in where she had few options other than to hurt me.
I'm ashamed I was obsessed with her and even still she ended up in a wheel chair from what she was saying, real nasty car accident.
I never would have wished it on her even though she tried to ruin my reputation to protect other people's feelings because she couldn't be straight with ANYONE and cheated on me with like 3 separate people.
In my reflection I realized that she warned me she wanted to hide under a rock and felt like she was unable to avoid hurting somebody.
I should have understood. it just never registered because I wanted what I wanted and was completely blinded by it.
karma did NOT care that I begged her to hold off, she was even worse to her as a result. she's my bitch but I have NO control over her.
PDXNative1986 · 36-40, MVIP
@MayaHope I've realized in time one of my personal failings is when I have a crush I can be quiet blinded by it and I just STOP listening....
It's horrible... I doubt i'll ever see her again but if I did I'd tell her i'm sorry.
It's horrible... I doubt i'll ever see her again but if I did I'd tell her i'm sorry.