I wish I was bisexual

I could have so much more fun if I was bisexual. Even more so if I was pansexual. I’ve had a couple of gay guys express interest and it’s something that...it doesn’t repulse me. But I get no enjoyment from the image, idea, or act. I find that is a shame. I want to be more than heterosexual. Unfortunately, I am not. I like being found attractive. Doesn’t matter who finds me attractive, I like it. But I can’t do anything unless it’s a girl because girls are the only thing that starts my engine. I feel like I’m missing out on something, but at the same time I know I’m not. I’m going to compare it to food. I don’t like pickles at all. But I want to. I see people just eating pickles and I’m jealous I don’t like pickles. That’s a pretty accurate depiction.