I’m not ok

i keep thinking of how easy it would be to kill myself right now. When I think about actually going through with it I feel at ease. Like “yeah, see? Just do that and everything will be fine. You won’t have to worry about anything anymore” and the temptation is sweeter than sugar. Sweeter than sugar. Knowing that I have a way out...

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Deadcutie · 18-21, F

What if you are wrong? What if you feel pain after death, you’re really fucked then...

Knucklez · 31-35, M

Then it’s no different than right now, is it?@Deadcutie

Deadcutie · 18-21, F

@Knucklez yeah, not breathing is pretty painful, not to mention your organs being cut out and a 36” trocar being shoved up your ass..
Then there is the eternity of laying there silent and still with no entertainment to pass the time.. fuck that.. that alone makes death an unpleasant option

Knucklez · 31-35, M

They can’t do anything to me that my mother hasn’t already done @Deadcutie

Deadcutie · 18-21, F

@Knucklez has she cut your organs out and stuck a trocar up your ass? I don’t think so..

Knucklez · 31-35, M

I did that myself! We all did!@Deadcutie

Deadcutie · 18-21, F

@Knucklez you’re still here so I find that hardly conclusive

Knucklez · 31-35, M

See I didn’t have to. No one did. They didn’t. But it did anyway @Deadcutie