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I got into a fight with my girlfriend last night while my

sister was visiting our apartment. My sister intervened and tried to calm things down but I still flipped. We were arguing because she brought up a girl that she used to really, really like. The girl is an exotic dancer. She got upset because I called her a stripper. She stopped me and corrected me. My anxiety got the best of me and I got really upset. I told her I felt like she was protecting that girls feelings over mine. I don't know why it bothers me so much. My depression and anxiety has gotten so bad over the past few weeks and I have no control over it. Last night I told her that I couldn't be with someone who I felt like doesn't care about my feelings. I broke up with her while I was drunk. FOR THE 3RD TIME THIS WEEK. This morning she told me she doesn't think we should get back together. I understand I wouldn't want to be with someone like me either. I am BROKEN. I've been through a lot like being sexually abused my whole childhood, having a very abusive mother, and trying to learn to cope with my PMDD anxiety and depression. It's a lot to put on someone. So, I get it. I'm still sad though. She left our apartment this morning to run some errands. She asked me help find a roommate to split the place with her. I said I would. I took a few things in a bag and I left. I just wish I didn't have this bad depression and anxiety beating me down.
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REMsleep · 41-45, F
You have to be whole before you can be in a relationship. Support her. Show her you are stable but don't beg to get back together. If you are consistently being a positive in her life and for yourself you guys might be able to come back together but the most important thing is to learn to be the person that you need to be.
dealingwithit10 · 31-35, F
@REMsleep Yeah, I agree. I don't think she wants me back.