Do you have a long term goal?

Mine is that in the next twenty years I want to be able to pay off all of my debt and buy a home out in some rural area. Ten or more acres out somewhere quiet. Allow life to slow down a bit. The suburbs are killing me slowly.

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SailorMarz · F

I just want to be in a good state of mind. I want to be happy & accepting of myself & fucking proud of myself. I wanna be able to laugh when someone tries to put me down because i'll be invincible.

I just wanna be good.

Oh, and financially stable 😏

DarkHeaven ·

@SailorMarz That’s really sweet. 🖤🤗😘💋

DarlingSelah ·

@SailorMarz goals

ViciDraco · 36-40, M

@SailorMarz financial stability is part of my war as well. What blocks you from being happy with yourself?

SailorMarz · F

@ViciDraco I'm not really sure. It's a problem that came out of nowhere & it's such an inconvenience.

I'm not worried about outside things too much. For example, I'm not exactly happy with my body but i'm fixing that and i will be fucking hot someday.

I'm not too worried about never being financially stable, pft, i can do that. It's achievable.

My problems are deeper. I wish my problem was something generic, like "oh! I wish i was pretty"

I lost myself & i don't like who i am right now. So i'm trying to find myself again. If that makes sense.

ViciDraco · 36-40, M

@SailorMarz that makes sense to me. We are always changing, and though we may end up never being able to go back we can always strive to be something a little better today and a little better than that tomorrow.

It may be difficult to find the old you. Try looking for a new you that you can love.

SailorMarz · F

@ViciDraco The last sentence blew my mind lol

ViciDraco · 36-40, M

@SailorMarz hopefully in a good way!

SailorMarz · F

@ViciDraco of course kind stranger from the internet 🤗

ViciDraco · 36-40, M

@SailorMarz 🙂🤗