Why people hide their real personality?

@Scarfface What about you is so terrible?

@Serenitree I don't know, I've just always been rubbish

@Scarfface well, someone, somewhere must have convinced you of that. You're in your forties. Time to do some soul searching....find out who put that into your head and heart....deal with it, face to face or, at least have a chat with your own self, and give yourself permission to tell whoever poisoned you against yourself, to take a flying leap. You're an adult. Throw away the negative teachings and find your true self. .

@Scarfface then choose otherwise if you wish to experience something else:)