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In a way. The adults in my life introduced stuff to me when I was barely a toddler and continued until I was 14, that severely impacted my life, and as much as I would like to say that I've "let it go", I can't . I still wonder who I might have been had I been raised by normal responsible people. I try hard not to obsess or use it as an excuse, but the past is always there when it's wreckage comes to bite me on the ass.
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@puck61 It’s a nightmare. And no one to blame unless that someone is me. Nobody did this to me. It just happened to me. And I hate it. 🖤
@DarkHeaven I'm sorry. You know, the wounded can get together and help each other heal. .....or at least 'deal' with the wounds. That was the original intent of EP after MS. I understand if that's not your bag, but I personally think like-minded wounded people should help each other as far as so called "moral support" is concerned.
I don't like the phrase, "moral support" because the implication does not align with the reality.
I don't like the phrase, "moral support" because the implication does not align with the reality.
@puck61 Part of why I’m here. I’ve got Dr.s and stuff for the medical aspect of my illness but I just want friends and a safe place to vent. I get really sad still and am dealing through the wreckage I caused to my life a decade ago. This post includes links to all my poetry I’ve posted here. Sorry, it’s pretty dark but I write what I feel.
https://similarworlds.com/4537559-I-Write-Poetry/1832650-Here-are-all-of-my-poems-here-on-SW-I-will-update
https://similarworlds.com/4537559-I-Write-Poetry/1832650-Here-are-all-of-my-poems-here-on-SW-I-will-update
Serenitree · F
Yes. A few things will never leave me. Some good, some not so good, and a couple of bad ones, but I don't let any of those past events control my life.
Except one. I have no control over my fear of being locked in anywhere.
Except one. I have no control over my fear of being locked in anywhere.
Yeah, but I never got to deal through it at the time. 🖤
Fernie · F
It's holding on to me
SW-User
In part, we all do
@SW-User This ⬆
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thankfully no
SW-User
Just by a straw.
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Sometimes, it’s becoming less and less often.
MURD3RM0NK3Y · 26-30, M
Yea lots of emotion just bottled up
sighmeupforthat · 46-50, M
yeh, my dingdong.
PepperMint · 26-30, F
Are you?
Yeah 😕
bijouxbroussard · F
Yes, the loss of loved ones. Probably always will on some level.