My own hell .

Two December's ago I could smile .
Now im back in my loop
I hide.
I don't function.
I don't talk
Anymore.
I dont smile.
I need to be hospitalized before I kill myself .
To treat my ED. But I've lost hope.
No one in my rl knows how physically weak I am.
Bc no one cares to.
I look very different.
I lose massive hunks of time.
No one wants to be real. And neither do I care anymore.
I dont fear the reaper.
I want out

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Daisy50 · 51-55, F

Definatly go see a dr.ED can be caused by certain meds or depression itself.Maybe changing them or getting some help.Hope things look up.Feel free to message me if you want to talk.

LukeTheDuke · M

This sounds awful. Sorry to hear about this. Have you spoken to a doctor?

Thingschange4444 · 51-55, M

You seem a real nice smart lady.It's a passing phase in life I promise you. Keep fighting on. There's hope. I'm a complete car wreck at times and it wasn't too long ago I sat right here with a cordless drill ready to push it through my temple. But honestly I'm so glad I didn't do it. Please try seek help.

DarkHeaven

I know 🖤 I care

JaggedLittlePill · 41-45, F

You have no idea how much I understand this and fucking wish I did not.

But...I also know that my distorted views of myself are fucking ...distorted.

Remember that you see yourself and you can make it better...you can. You do not need those fuckers. Remember that.

DarkHeaven

@JaggedLittlePill My distortion [image deleted]

DarkHeaven

@JaggedLittlePill I hope they don’t

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