I definitely do. I spent my entire youth that way... It's a feeling that puts a particular ache inside of a person others cannot genuinely grasp until or unless they've truly felt it.

Hopefully it changes for you. Wishing you luck. ✨

It's best to find to engage into stuff which interests u. Strive to excel in that and with that u automatically start attracting right attention. But other than attention ur actual joy will come from joy of creating/working with absorption. Which will last longer than short kick we get from attention. Attention is usually given for a selfish motive and it's shortlived too takes much to maintain and u may become a slave of others constantly trying to win their approval and take the reward of attention from them, pretty much becoming their slave?

I truly hope you find peace within yourself. I would bet a large number of those on SW actually have similar feelings.

You're an excellent writer, sorry this is your experience though, something might change, the future is traditionally unpredictable.

Don’t spend another minute waiting for yourself to be chosen by someone else. That lowers self-confidence.

Look at it as though you are the judge of others, the one deciding if they deserve to be your companion/friends/boyfriend.

Don’t surround yourself with people who make you feel bad or insecure

The truth of the matter is this. As the old saying goes you are what you eat. So as a man thinketh so is he. If you internalize these thoughts daily, this is what your life will be. So you're the program director. It's time to change the program. Start seeing yourself as a woman who deserves. Start believing the unbelievable. Start turning doubts into the assurance. Turn the impossible to possible. And watch how the universe responds. It'll all happen when you say yes it is rather than it can. Good luck. ☺

Felt

Here's the hard but sad truth, sex sells. If you have any amount of decency, self respect, or morals. You are pretty much invisible. This is why there's so many catfish and fakes. Because they know that if they posted as their normal selves they would get no attention. This is the world that we live in. Society has made people so desperate and thirsty for attention.

Hugs

You gotta stop giving a fuck. Once you don't care who comes and goes....ppl want to make themselves useful and noticable in your life. But honestly by then you never really give your heart to anyone else 100% ever again. ..and maybe we shouldn't? Keep in mind to that humans are imperfect, and broken and....they sometimes don't even know how to love themselves let alone someone else

Maybe you are really great but don't know how to show it to strangers?

So you now know what it feels like to be a guy

Unfortunately, too many people know exactly how it feels.
We all live in a weird ass world that doesn’t value content or context.
A world of tiny bubbles that only join with other like bubbles as perfectly good bubbles that are tiny float away or pop.

It'll happen someday. You'll see. ☺