031425 confe

I don’t even know what I’m doing half the time. Like, I tell myself, "Okay, I’m done. I’m gonna stop thinking about them, I’ll move on, I’ll focus on other things." "I’m not gonna be like this anymore. I’m not gonna care anymore," but then the next day, there I am, feeling all these stupid feelings again. They pop back into my head and suddenly, I’m back to square one. And I hate it! I know they probably like someone else and I’m just over here, making up all these dumb scenarios in my head about how it could work out. Like, why do I do this to myself?