Sooooo my cunt of a friend checked us in for our flight without asking me

She stuck me in a fucking middle seat for the two eight hour flights which I can’t sit in cause of my neck back and elbow from the crash. Ethihad won’t change y seats because they’re already selected unless I pay 50€ per flight which I don’t have. It’s so fucking shit I can’t cope. My insurance company won’t answer me to let me cancel my flights. I’m so over this trip I just can’t I want to die. It was bad enough the person in the phone had no fucking English and I’ve taken about four panic attacks in the last few hours I can’t cope. I want to die.