I am about to book my ticket for another country

But there is a man here that I've been dating for few months now. I don't know what to do. Leaving for abroad has been a calling ...or is it an excuse, a dreamland in my head to avoid setting proper boundaries to the environment and the spaces i live in?
Do i want to leave.... for what reason really?? It's strange. Apart from him, there's nothing holding me back.