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I Lost My Virginity To Rape

I lost my virginity at 12 to my brother's best friend and gave birth to his child at 15
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do you still love him? does he help raise your child?
MommieAng · 22-25, F
@sirjames: I never loved him I was forced into and my parents were barely around so I was on my own and no he doesn't
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SW-User
@MommieAng: Why didn't you tell your brother?
MommieAng · 22-25, F
I was scared and I was always shy
SW-User
@MommieAng: Aw, but you were not shy about letting him inside you. Do you still see him?
MommieAng · 22-25, F
@sirjames: It wasn't my choice ok and no I don't
SW-User
@MommieAng: well it was your choice to tell or scream for help. Anyway it's in the past. At least you have your baby
MommieAng · 22-25, F
@sirjames: Do you know what it feels like to be raped?
SW-User
@MommieAng: apparently you do, and apparently it was better than telling someone. Hopefully you can find healing. Have you been with another?
MommieAng · 22-25, F
No being a rape victim and mom makes it hard
SW-User
@MommieAng: I see. Well I'm sorry you lost your innocence, but your lost innocence is renewed in your child, so you will have happiness. It was a very good thing that you didn't murder your baby like others do.
maybe you will find a man who will support you and take your child as his own
MommieAng · 22-25, F
I don't know about that and it's ok if I don't
SW-User
@MommieAng: well life is hard to get through alone, but maybe you just need your baby
MommieAng · 22-25, F
I guess so
SW-User
@MommieAng: poor mama
MommieAng · 22-25, F
😊
SW-User
@MommieAng: 😌😚
MommieAng · 22-25, F
Aww
SW-User
@MommieAng: 😊