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I Lost My Virginity To Rape

I lost my virginity at 12 to my brother's best friend and gave birth to his child at 15
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Elegy · 46-50
[quote]Eventually he did but now I'm here raising his child [/quote]

Perhapse you should have the child adopted.
MommieAng · 22-25, F
@Halcyon: Despite the fact that I got her through rape I still love my daughter
Elegy · 46-50
They way in which you received her is obviously and unarguably horrible. Clearly she is blameless but your wording implies that you are bitter about having the child at all. Perhapse you shouldn't think of her as your rape baby?
MommieAng · 22-25, F
I don't I love her just like how any mother would love their child and I don't use my past as an excuse to blame her for being here at all. Many people think I'm stupid for keeping her but I don't believe so.
Elegy · 46-50
@MommieAng: If you can find it in your heart not to blame her you should keep her. If you take your anger out on her and just make her miserable for being alive... I think you should not.

I also think your abuser should be castrated.
MommieAng · 22-25, F
I don't take my anger out on her I wouldn't blame her for it she didn't ask to be here
Elegy · 46-50
@MommieAng: I'm going completely off of your wording here. I would hope not. Sounds like you're making it, good job. I know it's not easy.
MommieAng · 22-25, F
@Halcyon: Thank you
MommieAng · 22-25, F
@Halcyon: Thank you
Elegy · 46-50
If you do go after him for child support it will be awarded all the way back to birth and he'll instantly be in the arrears. You'll be able to keep him in the system and then sue for the whole amount once she's 18. You can get child support with no visitation and you'll be able to sick the county on him every time he falls behind. Just something to think about.
MommieAng · 22-25, F
I'll think about it