i miss you Isabelle [I Have a Scar]

okay so this is for those that cant seem to ever be happy i am the same exact way i say i'm fine but truth is i lied a lot of people say they are fine when they really are far from fine. My friend is gone she isn't coming back she took her life and i didn't het there in time to stop her so i guess what im saying is appreciate the people who care about you and be there for them even if they aren't there for you always because that's what being a true friend is.

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ExperienceDLT · M

My cousin committed suicide I tried to help him but I couldn't help him either so I know how you feel

Pinocchio · 18-21, T

@ExperienceDLT im sorry that happened

ExperienceDLT · M

@Pinocchio he was in the marines he was in desert storm and the things he seen messed him up he clearly needed help but I didn't know what to say or do and I myself was in a bad place too and the Veterans hospital wouldnt take it seriously and wouldnt help him he ended up getting in a shootout with a cop and he shot himself in the chest before they could stop him

Pinocchio · 18-21, T

@ExperienceDLT that is messed up

ExperienceDLT · M

@Pinocchio yea he was always depressed and temperamental all he did was stayed drunk and I'm the same way sometimes I wonder if I'm not doomed to have the same thing happen to me someday

Pinocchio · 18-21, T

@ExperienceDLT well i know we just met but if you ever feel like that im here i might not have been able to help my best friend but i will help others

ExperienceDLT · M

@Pinocchio people dont seem to understand people like that they push them away and shun them but that only makes it worse but people dont care

ExperienceDLT · M

@Pinocchio thank you I appreciate that alot I dont think anyone can help me but it is nice to have someone at least willing to listen without judging me like I'm a freak

Pinocchio · 18-21, T

@ExperienceDLT i care

ExperienceDLT · M

@Pinocchio thank you

Pinocchio · 18-21, T

@ExperienceDLT @ExperienceDLT if you let me im sure i can and even if i can't i wont give up so you are gonna have to get used to me bothering you and asking if you are okay