I Have Scars and Cuts That Tell a Story

i have a lot of self harm scars like i still cut today the 1st time i ever cut myself i was 15 and the year was 2016 this started when My Boyfriend at the time Micheal Cheated on me with four other girls and i listened to all these sad songs about cutting and not fitting in because i was sad and i really loved him and he cheated on me and i felt like i wasn't good enough for him and we use to always talk otp after school and late at night it would be like 12am and we would be on the phone talking and he would tell me he loved me so much and we talked about going to prom together and getting married for 56 years and having kids but he broke my heart when he cheated on me i was still with him and everything changed i would cut myself everyday and i went outside in this open field and cut myself and listen to sad music and i felt like dying everyday and i felt like i was being stabbed in the heart and i gave him a lot of chances and he just betrayed me