I Am a Child Abuse Survivor

From all the time i remeber living with my mum and dad. They were a abusive towards me i was yelled at for every little thing even things that could not have been me. Dad drank slot and mum did drugs and if they couldnt get any they took it out on me. And if dad hit mum she would take her anger out on me. Not long after turning 7 mum wasnt home and he was drinking alot and he raped me for the first time. And it didnt stop there any time mum refuse him i was used instead. This kept going till i was about 10 and s half years old were i tried to kick him off me and he flipped. I think he tried to kill me. He did alot to my back and legs and broke my ribs and other things too. Someone next door heard it and phoned the police.