I'm so overwhelmed.

I'm dealing with lifelong abuse which I need to get away from.

But it exhausts me so much that I can't maintain a productive lifestyle long enough to become stable on my own.

It's a catch 22, I'm all alone in this and I don't know what to do.

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Jackaloftheazuresand · 31-35, M

You know what you must do, you just leave. You tell yourself that this will leave you with nothing but really you are just slowly dying right now. You must go. Be not afraid. You are only stuck because you choose to be but I'm telling you right now that choice is not preferable. Even if you end up homeless and eating from dumpsters, the freedom is worth so much more.