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The day before yesterday because I felt so miserable that the abuse I live with has reached the point where I am forced to consume food and drink that I am allergic to and suffer through the inevitable allergic reactions.
It's not even like I can talk about half of the symptoms I have been through this past week. The more mild being the swelling.
It's not even like I can talk about half of the symptoms I have been through this past week. The more mild being the swelling.
RobinPhoenix · M
@HootyTheNightOwl So sorry you have to go through this hell.... no one should have to go through something like this.... especially not you... you have already suffered enough in your life...
popmol · 26-30, M
@HootyTheNightOwl please if its possible leave them ;( i know its hard to do at this point but i don't want to see you suffer ;(
@RobinPhoenix It's been strange, though... I mean, I've had my allergies my whole life, I know exactly how they affect my body... until the last 48 hours when I developed symptoms that I've never had before.
I had the means to stop the new symptoms... but there was nothing I could do because I know that my body was trying to clear out the poison I had ingested and I had to leave it to run its course - even taking my allergy meds wouldn't have helped.
All I was doing is coasting four hours to the next dose until I could stop putting the poisons into my body.
I had the means to stop the new symptoms... but there was nothing I could do because I know that my body was trying to clear out the poison I had ingested and I had to leave it to run its course - even taking my allergy meds wouldn't have helped.
All I was doing is coasting four hours to the next dose until I could stop putting the poisons into my body.
@popmol I'm trying to find a way that works. As things are, I just keep getting sent back.
I'm hoping that, after I move from here, I can make a new attempt and get further away from my abuser before I look for help. It will be a big help to not be referred to the same refuge as I was last time I escaped.
I'm hoping that, after I move from here, I can make a new attempt and get further away from my abuser before I look for help. It will be a big help to not be referred to the same refuge as I was last time I escaped.
RobinPhoenix · M
@HootyTheNightOwl Your body seems to be weakened, that's why it reacts the way it does .... I hate that guy for what he does to you... what he makes you do to get away from him....
popmol · 26-30, M
@HootyTheNightOwl i just hope so
@RobinPhoenix That's the only thing I can put these new symptoms down to as well... I mean, there's no logical reason why a condition I've had my whole life (and will have until I die) should change so radically. My response wasn't normal for me at all.
The drug I have been prescribed should be enough to stop all my symptoms - but it wasn't in that case. By the time I was on the third allergen, I gave up trying to control the reaction because my asthma was involved, too.
I wish I didn't have to be here any more.
The drug I have been prescribed should be enough to stop all my symptoms - but it wasn't in that case. By the time I was on the third allergen, I gave up trying to control the reaction because my asthma was involved, too.
I wish I didn't have to be here any more.