Cptsd night

For some reason I don't wanna go to the bedroom despite being shit tired. It felt like it was a police tape over the entry.

And staying in the living room 3 am in the night all in darkness except this screen doesn't feel right either. But it's where I'm used to "run" in my past.

Nothing feels good. I think that's my issue right now.

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itsok · 31-35, F Best Comment

I’m sorry. I hate those nights. Try to have compassion for yourself. It kept you safe at one point. I try to not fight against it in the moment, and just know it will end, and there will be nights soon that will be ok. It’s ok

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

@itsok thank you 💚 💚