Oh my...what have I become?

In 32 years...

I feel...

My old soul

Now more than ever

So young...they say...

When they look upon my flesh

But I am not

I am much older, wiser...

After spending years in the Abyss

Nearly half my life.

Now that I have a choice....to live in the light or in the Abyss...

I have chosen the Abyss.

My love, my obsession, my beloved and all that comes with it

I'm in love with the Abyss, the darkness & void all the spirits trapped there and all that come to visit

I am needed there .

Not here.

Not anymore.

I can

Let

Go

Now ..

Finally