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When was last time you surprised yourself?

I keep thinking I’ve run out of feelings, like surely this is it, I’m done now... right? Maybe I could just coast through for while on nothing; get my bearings again. Next year is time enough. Then some extreme emotion bubbles up out of nowhere & nearly knocks me off my feet. Anger... God, the anger. I’m actually afraid of how angry I actually am. I keep forcibly shutting the door on that one again 😬 & the sadness, not really interested in that either. I’m bored with that shit. Then a memory will surface & the joy comes flooding up & I’ll dance around in that for a while.

& I wonder if I am actually completely mental. . . I just keep surprising myself.
I tickled myself and wasn't expecting it.
[@406636,causernamebemyusername] cute 🙂
JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M
I wish for you lots of joy.
[@68716,JoyfulSilence] Oh I’m not short of joy. I’ve got millions. 😁

&, I wish you the same, darlin’
JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M
[@453451,SevenTierCrazyCake] Thanks, my friend.
CheshireCatalyst · 36-40, M
Do you feel the mediums in between the extremes, or is it just a sudden outburst of high emotion? X
[@337880,ChasingBrainBros] Oh honey. I have ADD. There is no median.

I just sad & blatantly refusing to deal with it. 🤷🏻‍♀️
CheshireCatalyst · 36-40, M
[@453451,SevenTierCrazyCake] hugs galore. Although don't squeeze back too hard I had surgery today 🤗
[@337880,ChasingBrainBros] awww. Poor wee duck. I do love hugs though. They’re my favouritest 🤗🤗🤗
quitwhendone · 46-50, M
Do you have a video of you dancing around in joy?

Maybe you should figure out how to be more even-keeled. The extremes aren't good for you.
[@955094,quitwhendone] can’t.

 
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