Maybe it all just finally got to you. You need time to recharge. Empaths do that, I think. They take it all on themselves and then they get burnt out from it.

People change. There's not always a reason. But the way we both give so much to other people, we can be disillusioned very easily.

You are drained. Helping people can drain you.
If you are like me you don't ask for emotional help. It looks like you are afraid to ask for it.

you need éclair inside a éclair

...silence in the library ssh