@Bleak What do you mean by that? You were thinking a lot? About what?

@sree251 That was a different phase of life. Water under the bridge now.

@Caleidoscope No, I am not negligible. This is why it is important to me to find out why I exist to be unhappy. I am not depressed at all. I have no relationship problems, no health issues, no debts to pay. But I don't feel safe and secure. I think birds feel the same thing because they are always on the lookout for danger.

@sree251 This is where your problem lies .You think you matter ,whereas you don’t.

@Caleidoscope I do matter. I am life itself. I am not merely a person among 8 billion other souls. But I don't understand why I am locked in this one body and forced to live like an individual person. And each person treats the other like dirt.