Yes, I have felt that way before. Travel helps a lot.

All the time. I have thoughts to escape from this life....and go to some countryside....I want to live beside a hill....and have afarmhouse with many animals....I want to live and spend my time amongst nature, away from the hustle and bustle odd city life....

Remember when you go, that your mind takes with you, your old hurts.
You may change cities, countries, yet your pattern of how you react to situations, remains the same.
At first, it will appear different, yet overtime, you will revert back to your behavior much the same, as your thinking has not.

The world will change, when you change your thinking about the world.

The best gift that you give you - is peace of mind. This gold in life, will come from a still mind, no constant thoughts, that mull over what or how people behave.

Build up your Worth of self, your self love. Then you won't want to waste your time on mulling over other people, you will be at-homr in you, at peace.

You certainly have to do that before you get bogged down with family, kids and the whole catastrophe

Do it and do it now, before the day to day grind gets its hooks in you.

You're at a perfect starting point. You may not know it, but you are so much freer than people who are absolutely certain of who they are.