I Feel Like I'm Not Good Enough

Hmmm, I honestly feel like my life is in a complete mess at the moment. I screwed up. I wish to be somebody else. I feel like I'm not good enough. I hate being me. I feel so exhausted & nobody will ever understand what it feels like being me. I feel like giving up. I feel like every part of me is dying slowly. Even typing all of this I'm literally holding back my tears.

I don't know what else to say but I wish I'm not stupid. I wish I won't be a burden to the people around me. I wish that I didn't even exist.