I've reactivated my account here
But i'm still gonna be implementing a very different mode of living including cleaning up, each time I get up from my 6 pillow seat, I tidy up a bit, I pick up the debris from the past, think of the past, and the need to leave this place in a way that others after i'm gone would want to live in, for as it is now, no one in their right mind would want to live here.
There's so many tacky things stuck on the walls, and pictures, I want a more minimalistic look, and for my psyche a cleaner more simple abode will be like those ointments you put on cuts so they heal faster, if I don't do some cleaning up and gradually improve the state of the place the mental wound will only continually fester.
I will never be susceptible to boredom, that is not why I choose to stay here, but rather doing something here daily or a little less actually helps me feel like a real person, if I didn't have something to participate in, I'd be adrift in a make believe world, there'd be no traction, and so i'd slip and slide into clinical delirium.
There's so many tacky things stuck on the walls, and pictures, I want a more minimalistic look, and for my psyche a cleaner more simple abode will be like those ointments you put on cuts so they heal faster, if I don't do some cleaning up and gradually improve the state of the place the mental wound will only continually fester.
I will never be susceptible to boredom, that is not why I choose to stay here, but rather doing something here daily or a little less actually helps me feel like a real person, if I didn't have something to participate in, I'd be adrift in a make believe world, there'd be no traction, and so i'd slip and slide into clinical delirium.
