when you live a lonely life how do you stop from feeling depressed about it

i've lived alone in a 1 bedroom apartment for 20 years, had mental health problems, have a small support system, just my elderly mother and father who live far, i never achieve the relationships i wanted...never had a girlfriend & that's what i wanted...so i'm here by myself in this little dark- gloomy apartment feeling lonely and isolated, wondering if i'll ever achieve my dreams of a partner?...and i feel depression creeping in..

i think it's understandable in my case...i'm christian and talk to Jesus and god a lot and ask them to help me.

can anyone understand??

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moonpeace81 · 31-35, F Best Comment

I would say you are starting off well by interacting online , i think you should redecorate your apartment and candles..start meditating and workout.. I would say join facebook groups in your area so you can find some ppl to talk to locally.

durinsBane1983 · 46-50, M

@moonpeace81 thanks, your reply is the only reply i thought was the most relevant to me and i could identify with

moonpeace81 · 31-35, F

@durinsBane1983 im glad i could share this with you, i hope you find a nice friend circle