when you live a lonely life how do you stop from feeling depressed about it

i've lived alone in a 1 bedroom apartment for 20 years, had mental health problems, have a small support system, just my elderly mother and father who live far, i never achieve the relationships i wanted...never had a girlfriend & that's what i wanted...so i'm here by myself in this little dark- gloomy apartment feeling lonely and isolated, wondering if i'll ever achieve my dreams of a partner?...and i feel depression creeping in..

i think it's understandable in my case...i'm christian and talk to Jesus and god a lot and ask them to help me.

can anyone understand??

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JamieYahoo · M

Get rid of things, the belongings you have been looking at for years, but get no use out of. Begin to free yourself from the same ols crap. If you have short hair, grow it a bit longer, if you have long hair, cut it shorter. Learn some new cookery recipes. Change things on one level and you create a new energy, one of change instead of repetition , create an expectation excitement and change and let new things into your life and see what happens.