My Head’s A Mess

Another great gig followed up by a night with Bright eyes and today I’m on yet another major come down.

Is it just because I had so much fun and now I have to go back to adulting. Is it a depression trying to take hold again or is it just that dating is throwing up past traumas and insecurities that I’ve buried for 7 years.

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Perry1968 · M

Dating can be hard work. It takes time to get to know someone properly. Maybe you do have underlying fears of the unknown? Thats pretty normal i guess

Muthafukajones · 46-50, M

Try to make the focus of your life all the great moments! So much to be grateful for and happy about. So many things to look forward to and do. Many memories

Bleed · 41-45, F

@PepsiColaP I have ADHD and RSD with a dose of PTSD from abusive relationships. It’s just an absolute headfuck of emotions that come out of nowhere

PepsiColaP

@Bleed are you in therapy? It sounds like you would benefit working w a professional

Bleed · 41-45, F

@PepsiColaP I’m looking into it as I just don’t seem to cope at the moment 😔

PepsiColaP

@Bleed you really should be in ongoing therapy if these issues are so debilitating to you instead of just using them as an escape goat for your choices/reactions/etc. It is your responsibility

JackDaniels · 46-50, M

Maybe a bit of both. You want the weekend back because it was so good and maybe because it was good, making you think of the past.

PepsiColaP

Are you bpd

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Bleed · 41-45, F

@pdockal I don’t know how I’d do that. It’s been a string of men promising and saying all the right things then just ditching me without explanation. Now I’m just stuck second guessing everything and driving myself nuts.

pdockal · 56-60, M

@Bleed

If i had an answer I'd be rich
We all have to find our own why thru trauma etc

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