@illw84u: I don't think so. Everyone deserves to be happy. Unless of course you feel like you've done something so horrific that you should be denied happiness, but I doubt that's the case. so, I believe you deserve to be happy, you just are struggling ( like many of us do) to accomplish happiness. You need to assess what you've done thus far to achieve happiness, and work from there. Don't be shy about asking for help either.