july the 5th

My mistakes haunt me every night I torture myself every time I try to fall asleep what did I do wrong, what did I say? just tell me what to do, what to say, what be and I'll be it I'd do anything for you, I will be anything for you I thought you were different and I don't know why the thing that hurts the most is that I genuinely thought I had a chance I have no one to blame but myself I just want to love and be loved, to feel the sun from both sides I truly believe I'll never find anyone remotely like you again eventually I'll gеt over this, and I'll stop feeling this way and eventually you'll forget about me we will drift off on our separate paths
and eventually, it will be as if nothing happened at all.