Am I ever gonna get over the self hatred?

I'm trying to detect the triggers...
Is it physical exhaustion and blaming myself for causing it?
Constant disappointment in myself?
Mistakes (that turned out to be okay in reality...) but still grave if turned out otherwise?
Disappointing some people I look up to and respect?
Failing to take care of myself properly?
Failing to manage stress from work and other events?
Failing to focus and keeping the procrastination?

I usually like to radiate good energy around people, but now my closest ones are noticing how sad have I been looking recently.

Is it... the smooth transition of the cycle?

I wish I could find a solution to this low mood of mine.

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in10RjFox · M

You will never be able to get over, if you keep going down the road that you are going. What you need is a U turn.

Though we have been forced to live and fend for ourselves in life, much against the wishes of nature that created us for each other, we can realise and turn about.

Our eyes were made to see others and not ourselves. Our hands can only hug or embrace another but not ourselves. We can lift someone with our hands but not our own self.

So start taking care of others and be under others care, is the Mantra. Not letting anyone to care for us, is also selfishness.

Try this retrograde in life.