I just said Goodbye to my mother.

My mother all of the sudden we were laughing and having fun then. I went back to my house to take a nap.
My sister woke me up to her can't breathe. Called an ambulance immediately but she was announced dead when they came.
I feel like my life has stopped. My heart aches. There's so many people around and I just tend to take a corner and just sit there smoking my cigarettes. I know death is the one actual fact in life and I'm fine with that. It's just the fact I will not see her again. I will not have a cup of tea with her again while we talk and talk and talk. She was the sweetest ever. the kindest the most loving.
Kindly keep her in your prayers.