I Am Sad
I can't believe I am about to make the biggest decision of my life.
On few occasion I told my parents I want to quit college. I am just done with my second year. I been going through some kind of " mid life crisis" since 18. Which is you know questioning about life and what is the meaning of life. I think whats the point of doing anything when you are just gonna die one day and not to mention yeah finding a job, something we can't escape. I feel trapped and been depressed for a very long time.
I can study if I wan but I have long since lost interest. I been afraid to tell my parents but now the cat is out of the bag. Surprisingly , my parents are ok with it. Dad says its ok if I wanna quit and its ok if I don't want to get a job. And even if I wanna go overseas just do the paperwork and he will sign anything.
I didn't expect it to be this easy. I told them lemme think about it. Many times I asked myself what do I want in life? What would I do if I have a lot of money? The answer is money dont matter a whole lot to me. I think there is more to life than stuck at where I am , study , married, get a job etc.
I can't complain really. I have a decent life. Roof over my head, internet connection, food bla bla. I guess I just want to experience something different, go somewhere alone. I been living in such a sheltered life that I crave for something more than this. And whats so wrong dropping out of college?
I been given a choice and I hope I dont regret it
On few occasion I told my parents I want to quit college. I am just done with my second year. I been going through some kind of " mid life crisis" since 18. Which is you know questioning about life and what is the meaning of life. I think whats the point of doing anything when you are just gonna die one day and not to mention yeah finding a job, something we can't escape. I feel trapped and been depressed for a very long time.
I can study if I wan but I have long since lost interest. I been afraid to tell my parents but now the cat is out of the bag. Surprisingly , my parents are ok with it. Dad says its ok if I wanna quit and its ok if I don't want to get a job. And even if I wanna go overseas just do the paperwork and he will sign anything.
I didn't expect it to be this easy. I told them lemme think about it. Many times I asked myself what do I want in life? What would I do if I have a lot of money? The answer is money dont matter a whole lot to me. I think there is more to life than stuck at where I am , study , married, get a job etc.
I can't complain really. I have a decent life. Roof over my head, internet connection, food bla bla. I guess I just want to experience something different, go somewhere alone. I been living in such a sheltered life that I crave for something more than this. And whats so wrong dropping out of college?
I been given a choice and I hope I dont regret it
