Nobody understands how I feel

I hope nobody has to go through what I am 💔 im crying as I type this. I wouldnt wish it on anyone. It feels like someone is pulling your insides out its that painful and Im beyond depressed because I cant work when it happens or even move , its horrible and its the most physically painful experinece ive ever been through. But it happens every month for 11 years now and Nothing helps it. I wished women was taken as seriously as men. And I might not ever be able to have babies due to it but one day I might want one and It hurts having my body make that descion for me.