Thought that I had friends

I guess I don't have any real friends. Just pretend friends. I guess that I'm not good enough for real friends. All I do is just push them away or I say something wrong that causes them to stop talking to me. Oh well. I guess I don't need any friends. I came on here to find some true friends and now I know it wasn't meant to be. I'm just going to stay away for a while and see if I'm correct.