I Am Sad
Lately I've been using SW as my feelings dump.
Almost 1pm here and I am still in my pyjamas, I dont want to leave my bed. In fact I would sleep all day if I didnt have stuff to do.
I feel physically sick all the time, due to anxiousness and I dont eat or drink much. Yesterday I only had dinner and a little bit of soda.
Tomorrow I will finally speak to a counsellor and even though I have friends who have been there for me I still feel alone.
I want to rewind back to a time that I didnt feel this way, back to a time that I could see my bf. I feel like I have reverted to a childish needy like state and I hate it. I hate feeling like I need people around constantly.
I dont even look forward to my hobbies much anymore, I just look forward to being asleep.
Almost 1pm here and I am still in my pyjamas, I dont want to leave my bed. In fact I would sleep all day if I didnt have stuff to do.
I feel physically sick all the time, due to anxiousness and I dont eat or drink much. Yesterday I only had dinner and a little bit of soda.
Tomorrow I will finally speak to a counsellor and even though I have friends who have been there for me I still feel alone.
I want to rewind back to a time that I didnt feel this way, back to a time that I could see my bf. I feel like I have reverted to a childish needy like state and I hate it. I hate feeling like I need people around constantly.
I dont even look forward to my hobbies much anymore, I just look forward to being asleep.
