I Am Sad

And we're back where I started. Sad and dissapointed because I allowed myself to like someone and it did not work out. I always question myself, what did I do or what could I have done better so that it could have worked out?
I miss him but I will not tell him that, not after he lied to me. I feel that I opened up a wound in which I knew it would hurt a lot if I get close to it. Still I fell for it, thinking that love would work out for me this time, but it never does. So I will close this chapter and try to forget untill the happy memories become happy again.