I Am Sad

For the past month I've been fighting the loss of a job and the battle to stay in college and keep a roof over my head. I've asked the community to help and was met with close to no help or kind words... I has been a pretty emotional week for me and, the said part is, I lost my place in vet school today. I couldn't reach the required $250 to stay there even tho I reevaluated my debt.

I had several users promise to help and a lot of kind words that I thought were real... I was completely crushed to know that you played with my emotions and my position...

Well, without college and future I am no one and I, due to a miracle, got the money to keep my room for 1 more month. I will search for a job as I am already doing and pray for a miracle. College revaluation will be on the beginning of January and I will probably not have the money till then.

This wasn't a rant about the community or the people that promised a helping hand and simply left... This is a post of pure sadness and just disbelief in the people around me for now...

Have a nice day

Edit:http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Need-Help/5167413