I Believe Everything Happens For a Reason

it's christmas day. i should be dressed in festive clothes and yet here i am in my pjs. i should be with family, laughing and enjoying the day and yet, i'm sitting alone in my recliner. I should be giving wrtapped packages and and opening ones given to me. You would think, by the looks of things, i'm a single woman with no one to share the day with. I am married, but still no gifts or holiday cheer. I have beautiful clothes and the where with all to buy gifts, but instead , i sit here alone.I am a priority to no one. I am not saying this for pity. I'm saying this to remind my self that you may have it all and yet really have nothing.