I Would Go Back In Time If I Could

Sometimes, I wish I could go back to my childhood, and on some occasions never grow up. I had so many friends that I would hang out with and talk to. I didn't have a care in the world, so long as I had my family and friends with me. We'd always chat about how we were so excited to grow up and become adults. Eventually, I moved (multiple times), and lost literally all of those friends. (I was too dumb to consider asking for phone numbers and what not.)

Nowadays, I find myself spending way too many hours a day online. I have few friends, and even fewer that I hang out with (I hang out with these people once a week). I can't help but think about what could have been if I had just never moved to begin with. Sometimes I wonder if I act immature at times simply because it reminds me of the good times when I was much younger. (It's a poor excuse, but I can't help it.) It's really difficult for me to look toward the future when I'm too busy wishing I was stuck in the past.