I Want to Live In a Fantasy World

I want to live in world where we can undo things we wrongly done. Unloved those people who did not love us back.Shut my tactless mouth that hurts the soul of my love ones. Say I love you to those people who loves me more than I do but I was too shy to response I love you back. Hugged my parents as much as possible and listen to their advices and life lessons. Had a strong bond with my siblings tell them stories of my crazy and silly doings without hesitation of being misunderstood and above all else. I want to live in a world where everyone else accepts me without any formidable questions on their mind. People, family and friends who will understand the way I want to live my life. I want a world that has less social applications but bunch off social interactions. I just want to know why I live and what's my purpose and if I am living my life the way it should be. ---or am I again, such a disappointment.