It is a tough time, not sure when i will be over it...

My family bring me nothing but negative feelings any time I remember them, merely think of them, or when they contact me .. Last night I had a bad dream that involved them and involved my mother.. It was such a sad and gloomy dream, left me with strangeness, because it reminded me of the day she died. I woke up in the middle of the night, turned on the show I was watching, then slept again.. I think very soon too... Shows are like my sleeping capsule.

The locations thing in my dreams is really puzzling to me. Because I have dreamt of my mother soooo many times since she passed away, but NONE of these dreams were in the house we recently lived in. I'd think it would made sense to dream of her there, since this is the most recent place linked to her in my brain. As we lived in it at least for the past 5 years or a little more.. But all my dreams of her are either in the house before that, or in an unknown place and I am sure this has some meaning to it.