I Don't Believe That Everything Happens For a Reason

They say there is a reason.
They say that time will heal.
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel.
For no-one knows the heartache
That lies behind our smiles.
No-one knows how many times
We have broken down and cried.
I want to tell you something,
So there wont be any doubt
You are so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.

(Unknown author - amended)