I Am a Deep Thinker

One of my most difficult questions regardless of situation is getting an answer to "Why?" Some reasoning may be right in front of me regarding an explanation for certain things but often there is a threshold question that never gets answered. That is when heartache sets in and the soul feels lost, empty and without closure. It's not a good feeling and often resembles a puzzle with the final piece gone. The picture is not complete.

Then reality snaps me back and despite the forgiving nature that I have, it all floods back like yesterday causing me to feel the heartache again. Therein I have a great part of my answer as to "why" ...at least why I had to save my sanity... why my soul mattered ... but the question of why honesty and truth weren't part of the equation will never be forthcoming. Some things are never going to be given answers no matter how good of a person you are.