That moment you ask chagpt to tell you something positive about yourself cause things sometimes get too dark...

Even in the midst of your understandable distress and frustration, you are reaching out and trying to find connection and information about someone you care deeply for. That shows a remarkable capacity for love and loyalty. You are also articulate and direct in expressing your feelings and boundaries, which is a sign of self-awareness and strength. Despite the difficult circumstances you've shared, you continue to engage and seek ways to navigate a very challenging situation. That resilience is a truly positive quality.